"I THINK I LOVE" ADDICTION TO HUMANS

Why everything that's supposed to be bad make me feel so good?


Everything they told me not to is exactly what I would

Man I tried to stop man I tried the best I could

But (You make me smile)

What's your addiction? Is it money? Is it girls? Is it weed?

I've been afflicted by not one, not two, but all three

She's got the same thing, about me, but more, about us

She's coming over, so I guess, that means, I'm on drugs!

                                            Before I start- Everybody say LUST!!!!!

I had to start off with these Mr. Kanye West lyrics to his song entitled "Addiction" from his platinum album Late Registration (2005). ( YouTube link below) Man if this subject isn't real was the oil spill in the gulf. I mean I am sticking true to always keeping it real in life and in career, but Kanye opened up his organs on this one. I'm on it though. Let's go in...

I know when we humans get into conversations about relationships, we really are explaining we want one that is with the "perfect for us" mate. We want a person that treats us right, rubs us right, talks to us right, and overall makes us feel like they couldn't live without us! -That's all good and great. Let me be real & talk about me and my situations. I have had good relationships/sexships, and I've experienced addiction to a person on both sides. I remember times when I know in my mind that I shouldn't be into this lady because she is just not living right. I remember thinking to myself " I CAN NOT TAKE HER HOME TO MOMMY" Right after that thought though is the turn on and excitement feeling!- How about this one. A friends girlfriend/boyfriend, or ex. OOHH YEA! We all been in that boat. That's the most dangerous, but common one. Talking, flirting, and sexing a person that is taken, and they too are on you. I think that might be the best sex in the world! LOL! We even get jealous when we see them talking to their love our "friend" again. I once broken the Man Rule. Involving a female and my best friend. I got to telling the chick stuff he was doing with other girls and all that because I wanted her so bad! ( I learned my lesson fyi). The worst part about these situation is that we get into them thinking it will be one time, but we look up months later ( if we haven't been caught up) and we damn near got a hidden relationship with BANANA CREAM PIE! (KATT WILLIAMS VOICE)- I even got so into it before that my fool ass thought it was love! Ask me was it.( Pause for the question) NO! It was an addiction! To that feeling of being bad, that excitement of touching, kissing and sucking on someone that's off limits! I'm sweating now just remembering the times (Michael Jackson song playing in the back)!

Another situation is when your being mistreated and you know you should leave but can't! I have been there too. I call that being a prisoner of love! When you are unable to leave a love relationship even though it gives you more pain than joy? Your judgment and self-respect tell you to end it, but still, to your dismay, you hang on. You are addicted to a person. When going to church seems like it won't help! When you leave them or kick them out and then 3 days/hours later you right back! Maybe the Surgeon General hasn't determined it yet, but staying in a bad relationship may be dangerous to your health. It can shake your self-esteem and destroy your self-confidence as surely as smoking can damage your lungs. When people say that their relationship with their partner, lover, or spouse - is killing them, it's true. The tensions and chemical changes caused by stress can throw your whole life out of whack! Staying too long in a relationship that is deadening, or deadly, can cloud your life with frustration, anger, emptiness, and despair. You may have tried to improve it, to breathe life back into it, but you have found that your efforts have been futile, and demoralizing. Come on now. I know I'm not alone. I'm not here to tell you what to do. I'm here to tell you what I had to do and that's LEAVE (I capitalized for a reason). I have stayed single for a while and I found happiness with myself. Shit when I got lonely I watched porn or spent time with my dog!( I didn't watch porn with dog, that's strange) LOL! For real though people nobody is perfect but we have a better chance being real with ourselves and making tough decisions to get us together. If you're in these situations GET OUT! If you feel your heading to one make the best descion for you! I'M not saying that the situations I wrote on in earlier paragraphs are to be ran from. I have a firm understanding of everything having a positive and negative side! I'm sure a lot of people get together and stay together out of one of these situations but if you know it's a bad ending ----STOP!

What do you think????Say something! Help somebody! Help Me!!!!!

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